Don't you hate it...

...when a guy asks you out, but you turn him down even though you more than kind of have a crush on him, because you're holding out for someone with whom you are in love? But then the person you're in love with breaks your heart and the guy you had a crush on pretty much disappears. And then a year or so later you see the guy you had a crush on and he's even hotter and nicer than you remember, and you never really noticed the way his eyes squint when he flashes his gorgeous smile.
And you just have to wonder...