I'm listening to "Fix You" by Coldplay right now. Over and over. And it's making me cry. I should just stop listening to it, but I can't. I feel so sad and nostalgic and...not wanting to grow up. Wishing things didn't have to change so much. But so excited to move on. But hanging on with all my strength to the past. But wanting so badly to let go.

When does one get to the stage when the "growing up" is over?

sigh